Showing posts with label plans. Show all posts
Showing posts with label plans. Show all posts

Tuesday, 23 April 2013

New Coat of Paint

I don't exactly know how these things happen, but I end up going along on trips impulsively. And often the trips are kind of last-minute planning, which to my very-German-Pünktlichkeit (to-be-on-time-ness) is quite disruptive. I like thinking ahead, making lists of things to take along, and am admittedly a bit anal about organisation. So these trips, damn people, you don't realise what you're putting me through with the randomness of it all. Maybe it is time to see a shrink about creating unnecessary anxiety situations, hahaha.

Anyways. In the end the trips are always worth the internalised stress because leaving is always worth it. This time, a friend asked me along to "the mountain". It sounded very LOTR, so hey, who would say no. That, and the fact that I am becoming a lazy hermit who thinks walking around in the same clothes for a few days is fine because no one can see me. To quote the one girl at our graduation: "Sabine, you are really becoming a hobo."

The mountain turns out to be the hilly region around Tzaneen in the Limpopo province, close to Haenertsburg. We stayed in an enormous old farm house and mainly ate a lot, switched between German/French/English, drank a bit of wine and looked at the rain pouring down outside. Lucky for us, the electricity also decided to be very temperamental, so we were never entirely sure if/for how long the power would be on. It was very different, just sitting around doing nothing nothing nothing all day. No books, no series-watching, no driving anywhere.

We tried venturing outside once to explore the area and walk with the two dogs, but as soon as we came near the river Thor thought we deserved some punishment and the heavens opened up again. Hello rain, thanks for noticing I was not entirely kitted out for your onslaught of wetness. Well played.

The next day promised to be beautiful, with clear skies and warm sunbeams, but we had to head back home. It was good to get away and do nothing, to have long conversations with people you didn't know all that well before and to be out of your comfort zone.










Friday, 6 April 2012

I'll save it for tomorrow

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A few of the people I went to school with are married now. Some even have children. They have settled into serious lives with serious jobs and I don't even know what I'm doing next weekend. Or this one, come to think of it. 

It is a strange idea to me how how some people have achieved already what I have kind of pictured to only become part of my life in 10 years or so. If at all. I don't want to change my life right now, I just want the option. Once you've settled it is harder to just pack a suitcase and leave indefinitely.

Congratulations, people-with-plans. When I make some definite ones, I'll tell you all about them. For now, it changes constantly. 

If you are Christian, I wish you a very happy Easter weekend, and may you find tons of chocolate eggs in your garden.    

Saturday, 4 February 2012

Great Pretender

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We had a garden-party today and people always want to know what my plans are. Here it is: I don't have any idea where my life is heading. This year it's Honours, after that who knows what will appear on my path. Throughout 2011 I was certain that I would leave for South Korea after obtaining my degree and teach English and be free of Pretoria, but the plans in my mind and reality were not the same. So I am here, still. It is slightly unforeseen and I know this will be a hard year study-wise, but it is the choice I made, I'm sticking to it for another year and then take it from there.